Hello.
I saw this on Zhijun's blog.
i am beginning to cheerup,
i think.
I NEED PEOPLE TO TALK TO ME CONSTANTLY.
or i will just,
look shag.hahahah.
i shall become the happy and high zhijun again.
:D
its that hard,not its worth the try.
for everyone.
<3
I think I'm still being affected by weiwei's passing,
I know, Zhijun is already getting up,
what about me,
I don't know.
My mood is really affected by this.
I still find it hard to accept,
weiqi seems to have become part of my life.
School was not very good,
I was having severe mood swings,
during SS,
I was pratically snapping at Bryna at her every question,
I'm sorry.
I think I scared Jinle or something,
cause I'm having a lot of orh chehs,
so I told her maybe I've contracted leukemia,
cause I'm also having a lot of headaches recently,
and maybe I'll die from it,
then I told her,
at my funeral,
I want a lot of orange daisies,
I want a miniature dinghy,
hahahas, I sound so pessimistic.
Yeah, we don't know about tomorrow,
so if I really go to heaven one day,
I mean, sooner or later I will,
please know that I love everybody that has came into my life,
and made it colourful,
whoots!
I'm stuck in this rut that I fell,
into by mistake.
I should start cheering up ((:
With you by my side,
I'm strong enough to face anything,
Father you are king over the floods,
you hold the future in your hands,
I'll just submit willingly.
